Oh boy. No one likes rejection. How many NTs just dismiss the stricken-with-horror-and-sadness hysterics, since "No One Likes Rejection"? Everyone feels that way is a wonderful technique for ignoring that my distorted thinking is completely hindering my ability to find a job. Dismissing distorted thinking feels like .. invalidation of the worst sort. Invalidation that distorts things even more. OK not only do I feel like crap for being rejected and I feel invalid for even applying, my overblown reaction is also invalid, and therefore I am invalid. Wow. I know that's unhealthy. Maybe I'm unfairly picking on NTs.
With so many people out of work, the competition for even menial jobs is high. I was thinking I would try for jobs working with autistic people. I have no experience doing that, especially with kids, on or off spectrum. So that hurts less than being rejected from Random Office Job.