She keeps saying that she doesn't want to die, but it is too hard to live. she is in a wheel chair and has muscular dystrophy, and she says that ever since she had a flu vaccine this last September, her muscles have all gotten weaker, to the point where it is difficult to transfepr herself safely to her wheel chair. She has two cats that she does  not want to give up. She said she rather put them to sleep and creemate them than to give them to someone she doesn't know. After all of this, I don't know anywhere that will take her, let alone,her cats. She can't be trusted living by herself, but her demands are hard to meet. As it is now, I have to pack  her whole apartment at the independant living facility. She has alot of stuff in such a small place. She's helping me out with gas, going to and from her apt. and the hospital, as it is quite a distance from where I live, and I don't have the resources to keep putting gas in the tank.