I just need to vent.  (Warning - foul language may appear in rant - tried to be as polite as possible)

I'm getting so sick of the rubbish that ignorant people who barely even know me are writing about me for the legal case I am involved with.

Why do these people feel the need to twist everything.

Just because I am willing to say that other people have not always treated me properly they acuse me of attributing everything bad in my life to other people and not taking responsibility for my actions.  It's like the only way not to get them saying rubbish like this is to stand up and say "yes.  Everyone has been perfect and wonderful and treated me with respect and made accurate diagnoses and been non-judgemental and listened etc etc etc" When that couldn't be further from the truth. 

Why are they allowed to screw around with my life with minimal evidence  against me, but plenty of assumptions and presumptions.  I can think of some very very florid things I would like to say to these people (but it would all be in vain). 

When will they sit back and acknowledge that they have done so many things wrong, know fuck all about me, know even less about ASDs and how to assess, recognise or treat them.  etc...  When are they going to fuck off and stop picking on me because I'm different and they feel threatened. 

Why is it my very own profession who are the biggest bastards and idiots around.  Why are doctors so horrible and judgemental and self-righteous?  I went through medical school and didn't come out that way (much to the disappointment of many of my seniors).  Who the hell do they think they are? 

I repeat - why are they allowed to screw around with my life so much, but I apparently am not even allowed to point out when they do something wrong. 

This is soooooooo screwed up.  I am really beginning to build a passionate disdain for the "Neurotypical Savants" of the medical profession (and the world in general).  how do these people live with their own ignorance and not disgust themselves. 

The most painful thing about this is there is no way to stop them or even show them a giant "fuck you all".  There is nothing I can do to hurt them or wreak havoc in their lives or even get them to grow a social conscience. 

Argh - I'm so over this shit! 

Why the fuck do NTs get so much kick and self-esteem from kicking those who are different down into the gutter.  They're clearly a truckload more pathological than any ASD individual they label.